
About the project
The Processes of Agency, Negotiation and Identity Creation(PANIC) Project at the Faculty of Theology and Religious Studies at KU Leuven seeks to explore the lived realities of LGBTQ+ religious experiences across a range of European contexts.
By combining theological, pastoral and historical perspectives on forms of LGBTQ+ belonging and norm making in the Catholic Church in France, Belgium, Italy and Croatia, the project aims to uncover the pathways and tensions of LGBTQ+ inclusion in Catholicism in comparative perspective, drawing on oral history, archival and ethnographic methods.
About the team
The team, formed by PhD students Giorgio Maria Millesimi, Eric Martinez Tomasini and Matt Whiffen, with FWO Doctoral Scholar Jade Willaert as an Associated Researcher, are all exploring the lived religious experience of LGBTQ+ Catholics from their own geographical and methodological standpoints.
Working under the supervision of Prof. Dries Bosschaert, with Prof. Annemie Dillen and Prof. Nenad Polgar as co-supervisors, the PANIC team pursue the broad overall aim of tracing the contours of the lived experience of LGBTQ+ Catholics in Europe, their agency and the normative assumptions which inform their processes of identity formation and sense of belonging across theological, ethnographic and historical domains.
Our Activities
In 2025, the PANIC Project team has been very active! Here is a brief summary of everything we have been doing so far.
Conferences and Presentations
Last June, Jade presented a paper at the International Academy of Practical Theology Conference in Saksatoon, Canada on the topic : “Is Practical Ecclesiology Really the Answer? Reconsidering the Need for a Pastoral Discourse on LGBTQIA+ Matters.”
In early July, Matt Whiffen attended the Graduate Workshop of the Graduate School for East and Southeast European Studies at the University of Regensburg. The Workshop was called “Post-Cold War Transformations: Navigating Conflict and Cooperation in Eastern and Southeastern Europe”, and his presentation, as part of the session “Memory, Identity and Representation” was a paper called “Proud Europeans? LGBTQ+ Visibility, Catholic Resistance, and Contested National Identity in Post-Accession Croatia”.
From August 20nth to 23rd, both Matt and Giorgio Maria Millesimi participated at the European Society for Catholic Theology (ESCT) Congress in Dublin; this year the conference’s topic was on “The tasks of theology in Europe today”.
On September 24th, Giorgio was a panel speaker at the webinar “LGBTQ+ Christians: Between Madness and Scandal”, organized under the overarching theme: “Dialogues between the Mediterranean and Latin America” organized by the Consejo Latinoamericano de Ciencias Sociales (CLACSO).
Recently joining the research team, Eric Tomasini presented the project’s focus on Theological Ethics at the Ethics Symposium of KU Leuven, on December 1st, while Jade presented a paper on December 3rd at the online Lived Catholicism Conference, organized by the Centre for Catholic Studies at Durham University, together with dr. Jens Van Rompaey on the topic of “Simultaneity of LGBTQ and Synodality: Parallel Paths or Intersecting Journeys”.
Finally, for a webinar series organized by the ESCT, Jade presented a paper titled “Learning From ‘the other’: Autoethnographic Reflections on the Catholic Church, Theology and LGBTQ+ Matters.”
Outreach
Eleven Post-Pride Must-Reads – Theology Research News by Jade, Matt and Giorgio.
An opinion piece that can be found in the Flemish magazine Knack: ‘Polarisatie over ethische thema’s? Misschien is de Belgische Kerk niet zo progressief als we vaak denken’ by Jade.
In the 4th episode of the Europe on Track podcast, Giorgio discussed his research, and the intersection of queer and religious identity with Nella van den Brandt.
Eric, on the other hand, attended a retreat organized by the Communauté du Christ Libérateur in November at the Abbey de Maredsous, on the subject of Queer Theology, which led him to be invited to give a informal talk on the project at the Brussels chapter of the CCL.
Reflections
Giorgio shares his Fieldwork Reflections from the LGBTQ+ Jubilee Pilgrimage (Italian version below)
“We are a group of real stories. We are a group of people that ask with dignity and authenticity and truth to be recognized.” These words were spoken by the Most Rev. Francesco Savino, Vice-President of the Italian Episcopal Conference, during his homily on 6 September 2025 for the first Vatican-approved LGBTQ+ Jubilee pilgrimage. Giorgio Maria Millesimi attended the event as part of his fieldwork for his project examining how Catholic identity in Italy is constructed in relation to LGBTQ+ matters.
As the Chiesa del Gesù (the church where the Mass was celebrated) gradually filled, the sound of many different languages rose in the hot late-summer Roman air. Pilgrims from across the world had travelled to Rome for the occasion, with around 1400 people in total. Following the Mass, participants processed to St Peter’s Basilica and crossed the Holy Door together. This spiritual moment would have seemed unimaginable only 25 years ago, when the Jubilee of 2000 coincided with World Pride in Rome and the presence of LGBTQ+ people in Catholic life became a point of intense public and ecclesial tension.
As the Italian Church continues to reflect on the presence of LGBTQ+ Catholics, an effort shown in the recently approved Synodal document “Leaven of Peace and Hope”, the pilgrimage marked a significant milestone for both the Italian and the global Church within this ongoing process. During the homely, the congregation broke into a standing ovation when Bishop Savino declared: “It is time to restore dignity to all, especially those to whom it has been denied.”
The PANIC project seeks to move beyond the often dualistic or overly simplified narratives that frame the different positions inside the Catholic Church on LGBTQ+ matters as a clash between “conservatives” and “progressives”, or that portray the Church as uniformly opposed to LGBTQ+ people. The LGBTQ+ Jubilee pilgrimage revealed a Church that is changing, a reality far more complex than the usual narratives allow. With our project, we aim to trace this evolution in the years ahead, examining the tensions and possibilities it brings to the fore, while keeping at the center the dignity of those whose voices and stories have been marginalized.

Riflessioni sul pellegrinaggio giubilare LGBTQ+
“Siamo un popolo di storie concrete. Siamo un popolo di persone che chiedono con dignità e con autenticità e con verità di essere riconosciuti.” Queste parole sono state pronunciate da S.E.R. Mons. Francesco Savino, Vicepresidente della Conferenza Episcopale Italiana, durante la sua omelia del 6 settembre 2025 per il primo pellegrinaggio giubilare LGBTQ+ approvato dal Vaticano. Giorgio Maria Millesimi ha partecipato all’evento come parte della sua ricerca sul campo per il suo progetto che esamina come l’identità cattolica in Italia si costruisca in dialogo con le questioni LGBTQ+.
Mentre la Chiesa del Gesù, in cui la Messa è stata celebrata, si riempiva gradualmente, il suono di molte lingue diverse si mescolava nell’aria calda della tarda estate romana. Circa 1400 pellegrini da tutto il mondo avevano raggiunto Roma per l’occasione. Dopo la Messa, i partecipanti si sono diretti in processione verso la Basilica di San Pietro e hanno varcato insieme la Porta Santa. Questo momento spirituale sarebbe apparso inimmaginabile appena 25 anni fa, quando il Giubileo del 2000 coincise con il World Pride di Roma e la presenza delle persone LGBTQ+ nella vita cattolica divenne oggetto di forti discussioni pubbliche ed ecclesiali.
Mentre la Chiesa italiana continua a riflettere sulla presenza dei cattolici LGBTQ+, uno sforzo reso evidente nel documento sinodale recentemente approvato “Lievito di pace e di speranza”, il pellegrinaggio giubilare ha segnato una tappa significativa sia per la Chiesa italiana sia per quella globale in questo cammino in atto. Durante l’omelia, l’assemblea si è alzata in un grande applauso quando il vescovo Savino ha dichiarato: “È l’ora di restituire dignità a tutti, soprattutto a chi è stata negata.”
Il progetto PANIC cerca di andare oltre le narrazioni spesso dualistiche o eccessivamente semplificate che presentano le diverse posizioni all’interno della Chiesa cattolica sulle questioni LGBTQ+ come uno scontro tra “conservatori” e “progressisti”, o che descrivono la Chiesa come uniformemente contraria alle persone LGBTQ+. Il pellegrinaggio giubilare LGBTQ+ ha rivelato una Chiesa che sta cambiando, una realtà molto più complessa di quanto consentano le narrazioni abituali. Con il nostro progetto vogliamo seguire questa evoluzione negli anni a venire, cogliendone tensioni e possibilità, e tenendo sempre al centro la dignità di chi, finora, ha visto le proprie voci e storie marginalizzate.
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Special thanks to our Advisory Board :
David Bennett, Philippe Bordeyne, Willy Bombeek, Kim Christiaens, Susannah Cornwall, Wannes Dupont, Leen d’Haenens, Giulia Evolvi, Marco Grieco, Stephan Goertz, Théogène Havugimana, Tonči Matulić, Marko Medved, Kristien Michielsen, Hans Van Crombrugge, Mariecke van den Berg, Adriaan van Klinken, Maryna Shevtsova.